I figure not many, if anyone, is reading this therefore it's a good place to vomit news I want to share, but don't really want people to know about. It's just when you have that feeling and things are ready to burst from inside, like an Alien baby hatching from your chest, you just want to share it! But you aren't ready to really let everyone know and answer questions, etc.
Right now we're about to fill out paperwork rather than do IVF. I hope you get my inference there. I'm excited, I'm nervous, I'm anxious, scared, happy and any other imaginable feelings with adjectives. I don't want to put out any more than that. Because, in my paranoid mind, I will jinx it. If I get too excited about ANYTHING before it's a done deal, it goes to shit. So I best not tell too many people, I best not celebrate yet, I best not think this is a for-sure thing. But I can hope, right?
